(Silent) Admitting

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I'm so so so sad that it ended like that. Again. I never thought I would feel like that, that I would admit it, but I miss you and our talks, the music, the fact that you were always there and now it's gone, again, and I don't know why this keeps happening but hell, didn't we have good moments too? Hell yeah, we had, and I want that back, I want the friendship back, please be a friend to me again

But I ended it and I can't accept that it's my fault again, that I stopped it, that we don't talk anymore, that we don't greet us and act as if nothing happened between us, never, as if we're strangers, and gosh, it's my fault.

Also the fact that you're more often on Facebook again reminds me how we used to speak a lot. The closeness is gone and I hate to admit that I miss it. That I needed it.

Hell, why do my friendships need to end like that. This is so sad.