Everyone is strange.

(This post shows how crazy my mind works although nothing is certain. So don't value me by that, please.)

I still have to do a lot of things, but before that I'm going to tell you a story.

Before three or four weeks there has been a point where I decided who I want to love.
I've discovered that I'm able to rule off somebody and that after that I'm able not to think about him every moment or every evening. I knew that I'm able to stop being in love with someone and to start being in love with somebody else.
(I don't know if that sounds logic.)

I needed to decide that because there suddenly has been a boy from my Arts and Maths lessons where I always sit nearly next to him. He is a very fun person, has a funny characteristic laugh and we both have kind of the same humor. Then he hasn't been at school for a week and asked me to give him the things we dealt with which I did. Well, we started to talk more often. He is that kind of person who everytime stands one centimetre next to you. A person without a fear of contact.

It also has been a time where #4 hasn't been very gentle. He didn't talk, didn't answer my questions and escaped after our common lessons. He made me angry with that (which also can be seen in that post) because I had no idea what I've done - and I still don't have. I couldn't imagine being with him any more.

So then I thought: Who? The boy who is fun but of whom I know nothing or the boy where I've been sure that we fit perfectly together if he wouldn't be so ... arrogant and sick at heart sometimes? I let it rest some days.

Then suddenly #4 has been happy again. Don't ask me why, I don't even know for myself. He just overwhelming greeted me one morning as if he knew that our relationship is in danger. And that other boy, well, he still cracked jokes with me but didn't talked to me much. So the decision has been fallen: Business as usual.


And now, after everything is over now, my best friend starts to ship me with that boy from the Arts lessons. Hardcore.
I don't know how she got that idea, she doesn't even really know herself, I think. She thinks we would fit perfectly together. I haven't talked to her over that problem and decision. I didn't make it obviously that he could be a potential boyfriend.
Yesterday we watched Eclipse for her and she started to copy that whole triangle thing between Bella, Edward and Jacob to me, the Arts-lesson-boy and #4. Yes, she really became a hardcore shipper.

I told her about that shipping thing in fandoms and now we even have shipping names. I think I should stop her but she is so excited for our trip to Paris in June where they all will be a part of.

Urgh.