Crash

So, I'm sitting here, listening to Smokey and remember.

This week there has been a turning point, something like a crash. Yes, it really was a crash.

My school goes crazy. I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I get home, make homework and try to study. I turn the computer on and am lost for the rest of the day.
And all the other things I (still) have to do! Studying, preparing presentations, writing a long essay, studying again and doing the normal homework in between, too. Then I'm tested at a newsposter on a Harry-Potter-fanpage now where I have to write news, too. My mailbox flows over.
And I falled in love. Although it's easier than my last love, it think much about it. It costs so much power.


I was done. I really was on the ground.

And now the highlight: Last Friday I surfed on the internet to watch a video. My laptop got a virus and had to go to the doctor. I couldn't do something for days.

That was the point were I realised that I spend too much time on the computer. That I waste time being on Facebook and Tumblr. That I loose.

It was simply too much.

I made a plan when to do what. When to learn, when to prepare the presentation. And now I have my laptop back and I try to spend less time in front of it. I made to stay away from it for two hours yesterday and today I already made six transparencies and structure for my presentation.

Today is 11/11/11. You know, on 11th November at 11:11 there starts the carnival time in Germany. All carnival clubs in Cologne, Düsseldorf and around start to prepare themselves for the final carnival in February.
Today a boy in my Chemistry lesson set the alarm of his mobile phone and at 11:11 it rang. But it was ridiculous because his ring tone are laughing children and we thought someone was loud in the corridor and didn't get it. But I liked it. I think that's one of the "operations" in lessons I like.

Well, I'm better now.
Much love.