Worries

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My best friend acts weird. She spent the holidays meeting with people nearly every day.

Not that I want to forbid that, it's more like the kind of people she mets. Some years ago we laughed about and kind of loathe them (or at least I think it was not only me). I mean, we always had a good example with her sister who daily was around these people; we kind of had the same opinion about a boyfriend/later husband of friend of her sister and later about her sister's boyfriend as well.
And now she meets with exactly these people. Or I think they're like them. I haven't met them yet. The fact is that I'm worried about her.

I'd like to shake her and ask her what she thinks, if she's aware what she does, if she really knows these people, why she's doing this. But it's her life in the end. 
I'd like to tell her that she's intelligent, that she can be successful, that she shouldn't put as many mascara on her eyelashes as she does, she should ask herself how she affect - which is something she actually very worries about but I doubt she knows that she looks like someone she isn't. She should look more reliable, because that's what she is.

I think I should tell her something in that direction, being her best friend and all. I doubt she'll take me seriously. Over all it's all her life and if she chooses to want to be around these guys, she should be. One can't change people.

I also guess that that's a normal thing of having friends, seeing their flaws and wanting to protect them. I mean, I care about her. I don't want her to look dumb.

Maybe there will be the right time. But now I have to take care of myself because the next three months will be a tough time full of school and after that I'll have my final exams. Afte the middle of May I'm free. I won't ever go to school as a student then.

That sounds good.